When you are guided to exactly where you need to be. Synchronicity. When spirit guides you.


Today I went to museum of the mind. What a fascinating place i had never been there before. Yesterday I had driven past and saw a blue sign on the gate. In neat print it said Museum of the mind, open Wednesday 10 to 12.30pm. I had an overwhelming feeling I needed to visit.

I had barely entered the building when an older man with kind eyes came to speak to me. I had the feeling I knew him well. His eyes in particular looked so familiar.

I said I feel I know you from somewhere, but I don’t know where?

He told me how he had worked at Stoke Park mental hospital. I said how I had became interested in mental health. About my work with homeless.

He said how fascinating it was to talk to me. I felt like I was like talking to someone I had known forever. I had no clue who this elderly man 👴 was.

We had cup of tea and and a long conversation that could have continued for hours but realising the time and that I had not yet seen the museum, i thanked him and continued on my tour of the building.

It was an amazing place that blew me away. I could have stayed there for hours. Opening times were restricted, it only opened for 2.5 hours.

I knew it was time to leave when i could hear staff saying their goodbyes. i approached the man to say goodbye. My meeting with him had felt significant. I wanted to thank him for his time…..

As he looked at me.. BOOM.. in my head i heard “his name is John”.. like a doorway was opened I suddenly knew who he was. A man who 30 years earlier had dark hair, I thought at the time he looked like Mr Rigsby from Rising Damp. I had not seen this person for 30 years. He was the manager of the team in youth homeless where i worked as a teen 1985-7. This was my first real job. I remembered his name, what he smoked, his life he talked about from 30 years ago, As vividly as if he had told me 10 mins earlier. I remembered our work together.

Back then there was no duty for homeless people. There was no central housing register. We had to apply to each individual housing association. A long task. There was no safeguarding. No joint agency working. Little rules or regulations. Part 7 of the 1996 Housing Act of course did not exist. We worked from our heart as a team.

We would leaflet houses in the area. Walking the streets to see if we could get a room for someone in their house. There was no other provision. Only what we created.

But… i had no time to talk further. The museum was now closing. I said my goodbyes and he said please do come visit us again soon.

Yesterday i was questioning my work…. how operating from my heart sometimes gets me into trouble.

Today I remembered who I truly am. Why I do what I do.

Synchronicity is it really is a wink from the universe when you need it most?


Clairvoyance, Mediumship, Psychic



A while ago, I was talking to a lady online, as I was talking to her, I had a strong sense of a little girl, around 8 years old, with long blonde hair, smiling, and swinging a hula hoop. I had the strong sense that she had died in a road traffic accident.

I felt an urge to tell the lady this, but wondered how this would be perceived? I told her what I saw, and what I felt, and what the little girl looked like.

The woman replied:

Ah, yes, that is my sister. She was accidently killed by my father, when she was 8 years old, she was outside playing. My father reversed a car out of the drive, and accidently killed her. I wondered about the hula hoop? She said, ‘my favourite photo of us, is a photo of us both together with our hula hoops, this photo sits on my fireplace’.

Clairvoyance, Psychic

I have a friend who lives in Australia. She had Skyped me, video chat last night, and was upset. She had been out for the night, on a date, and the guy had treated her badly, saying that he was going to the toilet, not coming back. Leaving her standing at the bar alone. She came back to her house, upset, and said that this had never happened to her.

She asked me if I could do a tarot reading for her? What about another man, she asked? I immediately sensed, that she wasn’t going to be with either of these men. I pulled 3 cards, and my feeling was confirmed, as I pulled

  • Ace Cups
  • The Fool
  • 6 Cups

I told her, that I felt the man, that she would be with, would be someone from her past, that she had been I a relationship with previously, and that she needed to take a risk. In pictures, I saw a man, with a huge heart. His heart was so big, it almost took up the entire part of his body. I could see him walking into her home, and through the front door. He was physically shorter than her. I said I had the sense that he was the type of man, who was perhaps quieter than her. A man who was likely an earth sign, he looked up to her in awe. Although she could be a bit crazy, he adored her. He was scared of being hurt, but I saw him holding her hand, and saw them both standing on a large boat together.

She struggled to believe this. Said that her husband, who she hadn’t yet divorced, fitted this description. He was shorter than her, his star sign was Capricorn, but that they hadn’t spoken In months. She said that he hated her, didn’t want to speak to her, and that he was filing for divorce.

I told her that this wasn’t true, if it was the same man, that I was seeing, he had a lot of love in his heart for her. He thought the world of her.

It was 2.30am (Australian time) she said that she would call him, but likely he would put the phone down on her. I didn’t think that 2.30am, was the best time, but she went ahead with the call. It was clear from hearing the call, that this was the man I had seen. She asked him to come over, even though it was now 3am, and he had been asleep in bed, he was there at her house ten to fifteen minutes later.

The outcome, and what will be, will really be up to her. She has a man who loves, and adores her. She can keep pursuing other men, get hurt, and let down – or maybe, she will take the risk, and realise that perhaps the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. Somehow, I think that is exactly what she will do. I was happy to have helped my friend, and think that she might be heading back on the right track in life, with a man, who loves her for exactly who she is.

Message from spirit – music is the vibration of your soul!

Summer Solstice Stonehenge 2008
Summer Solstice Stonehenge 2008

The summer solstice 2008, was an interesting time, and a time when I was to learn a lot spiritually. I am unsure where my headspace was at the time. My cousin who was 23 had been found dead outside in wasteland, and my own life was just starting an interesting magical journey.

Only two months earlier, my life and my world was about to change. I had been bored, and quite frustrated as my own children, had reached teenage years, and were now heading towards their 20’s.

Two months earlier, my life had started on a radical change. That would bring lots of new people into my life. I had been told by a psychic/medium to accept every invitation, that no harm would come to me. I of course, took this literally, which meant I didn’t have one weekend at home from May – Dec 31st 2008.

It was June 2008, with some amazing new friends in tow, we went to summer solstice at Stonehenge. I had no idea of the events that would unfold this night.

We took photos, just larking around. We took photos of a set of bongos, and were surprised to see what looked like Orbs.


As we stared at the photo on the small screen on the back of my camera,myself and a friend Kayla, half heartedly joked

Ok spirit if you want to be in on the picture, come on in, stand in the photo with us…


Ok, now don’t laugh at the hat. It wasn’t even mine. It was cold at night after a hot day, and I borrowed it from a friend 🙂 Honestly!! I have blown up these photos, and I can clearly see the orange light that sounds the white circles. We laughed about this and went on our way to the stones to celebrate Solstice.

A life lesson about harmony and music being the vibration of your soul

I was no stranger to hearing spirit. I think it was no coincidence that this increased after my cousin died, we both had a passion for music.

A friend of mine came with a plastic tub and offered me what looked like chocolate brownies. Or at least this is what I thought they were. I had no idea that what I was actually eating, was magic cakes. I wondered why I was suddenly so hungry, and with nothing else to eat, ate more of the ‘what I was later to understand’ magic cakes.

I became fascinated by the music. People playing the drums. All were in harmony, except one who appeared to play music to his own rhythm. I heard a dialogue running through my head. Which sounded like my cousin who died voice.

Can you hear this Nik?

I sat, transfixed by the beat of the music.The voice in my head continued….

These people are playing the drums. The pattern of the music that they are playing, is the vibration of their soul. Can you hear them all in tune? That is because their spirits are working in harmony together. Can you see/hear that drummer over there? He is playing his own rhythm, with no thought of anyone else, no harmony with anyone else. He is disconnected from the group. He is on his own.

I peered over with interest, listening to the solitary drummer. The voice continued in my head……

Do you know when you hear the term ‘get a bad vibe from someone?’ this is because all of our souls have a vibration. Normally you cannot hear the vibration. Tonight they are playing the vibration of their souls through their drums. If this was the ‘real world’ some might say that they get a ‘bad vibe’ from the solitary drummer. yet not know or understand why. It is when your vibration of your soul is not in harmony with another and it clashes with your own vibration. This happens all of the time in real life. yet most do not understand why.

I am unsure what happened for the rest of the night. Yet I know that this dialogue continued for many hours. Until it was 8am, and security nudged my leg and I heard a voice,

Come on, wake up, its time to go home now.

I was grateful for the lesson that I had learned that night. I realised that the people that were brought into my life, at that time, were all similar to me. Not only this we all connected through music.

2008 was to be an incredible year, where music would be a big part of my life. All new friends that connected, we were all on the same vibration, not only musically but spiritually too.

It is a lesson that I have never forgotten.


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Max Ehrmann 1920 desiderata

desiderata – by max ehrmann

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.

Take kindly to the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann c.1920

In times of austerity – LOVE!!


Many people are being hit hard by Governments who are suffering austerity cutbacks, for an economy collapse which was not created by you. Yet you are the ones who are paying the price.

In the UK, the Government are attacking the poor the sick and the disabled. This is something that I thought I would never see. I never thought I would see such a greedy Government in power.  

You see, I have spent the last 3 years of my life, going through shock. I had PTSD caused by a horrific event in early 2010. It has been slow recovery. It wasn’t until March this year 2013, that I woke up and had connection to the outside world. News, politics, the world. Prior to this, for 3 years, it didn’t exist.

Imagine that, 3 years of your life with no connection to the outside world? You come back, and there is a new Government in power. You take time to take in what has been happening in the last three years. 

Here in the UK, the  poor, the sick, the disabled are being targeted to pay for the mistakes of the bankers.There is a new Government in power and more than 75% of them are millionaires. There are cuts to those in need, and tax benefits to millionaires for greed. 

It is a time of my life, that I have been told was coming. A time that i was preparing for. But also, it is a time, which for me, was quite alarming. 

I would say that I felt 3 things as I started to wake up to a new world. Which wasn’t like this in 2009. I felt three main emotions immediately – 

Alarm, Distress, Fear

As I took in what was happening, I could see, that the Government were ruling with fear. That people were scared. People were scared they were going to lose homes, they were scared they were going to lose jobs (and then lose their homes) …… So many people, are right now, fuelled by hatred, anger and fear. 


Do you know the best way to overcome the austerity measures? It is through love. Just find love in your heart, and if you feel fear, get rid of the fear and replace it with love. 

Remember, that nothing can harm you. Nothing will hurt you. If something is difficult and challenging, it is only a time of growth. That is all that it is.

It is time for people to wake up. To be awake. To be fully conscious. To see the scams and the trickery that happens in politics. How money is no longer distributed for the wealth of all. Instead, money is made for the elite greedy few. Whilst others struggle to survive and constantly live in fear. 

Our countries are in debt? Did we, the people choose to go to war? Did we? Did we the people cause the banking crisis? No the people didn’t choose it. Yet it is the people who are suffering and paying. 

In the last world wars, people got through those times, by love. By sharing the love, by helping each other and by unity. That is the spirit that got people through. 

We all are one. We all are united. Those that invest all of their focus onto money and greed and materialism, are focusing on the wrong thing. We have all that we need inside of ourself. 

We are love. You are love. Love – will always overcome fear! 🙂 

Pull together, give, love, share. By giving, loving and sharing, you will help yourself!!